No, no, of course, that's very fair. Should you ever want an outside opinion on anything, I certainly wouldn't mind listening. But I do understand that, and I'm not offended at all!
...I've remembered doing something terrible to a large number of people. Not simply planning, but succeeding. We don't think it happened to everyone, but we don't know if it was ever reversed - if such a thing is possible to begin with.
It's not an easy thing, and I can't imagine it would be any better trying to discuss it with just anyone.
Oh, I understand. My apologies, I'm not attempting to pry. I do understand how it could be something you don't want to discuss with anyone else.
[Honestly, he agrees with that more than his husband's take on it, but he supports his husband in everything he does and it does seem to help him, so.]
I hope it's something that was able to be reversed at some point, though.
...I do as well. I'll be all right even if it wasn't, but it was something that shouldn't have been done in the first place, especially because I don't think I meant to hurt them.
[...He wasn't really thinking of it anywhere near the context of hurting them in the first place.]
You wanted to help people, ja? I do hope things end up working out as well as they can in your memories. It can be difficult not knowing what's going to happen.
It wasn't a black-and-white situation, unfortunately - it wasn't quite down to helping them or not. There was a situation in which I had to choose between leaving them be to live out their lives unchallenged but ultimately cursing them to die, or saving them from an all-encompassing threat but harming them all terribly in the process.
Of course! I was a bit worried about you after our last conversation, so I'm very glad to hear you've been able to talk about things with the other person from your world!
Oh, it wasn't that bad, don't concern yourself with it! Like I said, I'm glad you have someone who you can talk about this sort of thing with, and you do seem to be doing well now!
It's good to have someone like that who you can depend on. Thank you for telling me, I really do appreciate it. I'm glad to know I don't need to worry too much about you!
I'm glad to hear it. I'm sure I'll still worry a bit anyway, since that's what I tend to do. But I am very glad to hear that you should be just fine, regardless of what you remember.
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It's not an easy thing, and I can't imagine it would be any better trying to discuss it with just anyone.
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[Honestly, he agrees with that more than his husband's take on it, but he supports his husband in everything he does and it does seem to help him, so.]
I hope it's something that was able to be reversed at some point, though.
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[...He wasn't really thinking of it anywhere near the context of hurting them in the first place.]
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I chose to do the latter.
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[Well, they usually don't.]
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[It's kind of hard to go downhill from "I awakened a god and punched everyone in the brain"?]
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[man, he has not even remembered what he did to his family.]
...It was good of you to check in.
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Of course! I was a bit worried about you after our last conversation, so I'm very glad to hear you've been able to talk about things with the other person from your world!
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I didn't mean to worry you.
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[He hesitates for a moment, though, before just - ]
I'm also seeing someone, professionally. So I have medication if it gets to be a bit much. I should be fine.
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[That's really good, honestly... You didn't have to tell him that, but he really does appreciate it.]
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[...look, he doesn't want to say it but he's seen the guy yelling about suicide in front of god and everyone.]
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It's good to have someone like that who you can depend on. Thank you for telling me, I really do appreciate it. I'm glad to know I don't need to worry too much about you!
[It's half-joking, at least???]
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